my friends zone

tab on the side, with open laptop, both the things in working condition, with Oreos and coke acting as a life support, i am sitting in my room looking like a winner, except for the fact that my laptop's net connection is low, and i have to restart a page couple of times before it goes into normal working condition.

although, my today's blog has been written but as it was a mixture of 4 days it wasnt that relevant, so giving you a one time current oppertunity i am gonna tell you about my life

i've always been a shy girl, maybe it the reason was that i had been the single child most of my child-hood, and also with my Grand-dad and Grand-mum (on my father's side) owning a school, and me getting educated in them most of my elementary years, i didnt have many true friends, hence my only friends were the books in the school library (which kinda explains about me being a geek), the plants and trees of my house, my grand-mother and me. to my peers, and family i had to be the child that came first in everything and had something unique and precious (we arent talking about the ring), hence i was always looked upon to make an impression.
though being provided everything, the loss of loved ones cant be fulfilled, there always remains a hole in the huge tapestry of life which depicts the going of people dear to heart, the day i lost most of my family i thought this might be my end, but i had to take care of whoever was left with me, for them i had to smile, no matter how many times i had to cry silently in the washroom and my room. hence once again i was to indulge my self in books and keep me busy, like this somewhere below the line i met the person that kinda changed my life, i met my best friend forever; Shanaya. i also for the first time made real friends, and knowing friends like them didnt come again and again i did tell them they were someone who had changed my life

• in my 7th (which i did in Cambridge International School, Phagwara, Punjab, India) i met this girl Simranjit, she kinda understood my sorrows and made me come out of them slowly, and i owe her very much for this precious little act she did for me, she was one of my very first friends i ever made
  then there was this boy Rushil, i mean he still is there and still goes in my bus but dont know for some reason is distant, he was the very first friends i made in CIS and he is the only one in the school with whom i can share my sister Aditi's talks as he knew her too. 
• in my 8th i met this girl Simran Nagra (and no she isnt my last friend with the same name), who also lifted up my spirits, helped  me tackle my shyness and is the reason today my shyness has somewhat decreased. <she left the school though> till now many girls were my friends
• in my 9th i met many awesome girls, like Maneet- i used to kinda dislike her in my 8th, probably cause she wasnt in my section or maybe because many teachers favored her and she stole my seat from the science inter-house quiz competition, but the moment she and i were in the same section, i kinda knew we were gonna be best of friends and we still are...
  there was this another new girl in the class named Simran Gogna and after the summer vacations she and i were besties, we used to sit together and enjoy, on our last day of 9th all the present students rallying came down from the ramp and we all enjoyed a lot, with me sitting in the sun and burning myself up
  i also made Harshita my good friend, Isha too and also Srishta, Gurman also
  also this was the year where i made Palika and Manveen my fast friends
  and kinda got many internet friends too, like Roy, Bella, Cat, Piper, Khadijah, Shailja, Edidtsa, Sanjana, Wagma di, Ani di, Luke, Ananya, Gaurav, Mitushi, and many more, these all people made me what i am today, alive and happy
  this was also the year newsletter was introduced of which i was made the reporter, through this many kids i dont know, know me, and being younger than me, i think they respect me too
  i also made my then house captain Priyanka di my close friend.
• in my 10th, which was kinda last year i made this awesome new friend, named Gurpreet, she and i and talk like me and Shanaya do, but in normal mode. non-stop, we both share secrets, which if anyone else heard would probably want the teacher to issue us warning letters, but somewhere bottom the line i was jealous of her cause suddenly Gogna and she were closer than me and Gogna, probably then this maybe the reason when the Gwalior Debate had only me and Gogna going from her friends i was overjoyed
  also this year got closer to, Rupika, Jasgul, Kiran, Tanvir and Gurmeet
  this year i also made Rupinder di, the head girl my good friend and introduced her to Divergent and TFIOS
  i also got closer to my elementry school friends as they are now with me- Palomita, Kathir, Shubham and also this new kid Harshiv and her sister Aapurva
• and now i am currently in my 11th and have only Rupika in my class- Medical, rest all are new, and hope to also find treasured friends from these...

this is the story of my current life senario