Lost form WI and rant abt the thing mentioned in the previous blog

And we lost Andre Russell hit this Six in the last over bowled by Virat Kohli!! I literally threw all the things from my bed on the floor- which included a pillow; my dictionary and the book ‘Look’ by Sophia Bennett! Honestly I am soo surprised I didn’t cry! Like Mr. Ashwin- Bumrah caught the ball soo well and then u cudnt help by putting ur leg behind the crease and also Mr. Pandaya- Ashwin caught the ball too and u too didn’t keep the foot in; and u even let the death man have a free hit and a no ball; WAY TO GO MATE!!!!!- And Mr. Jadeja y did u step on that advert after catching the ball!! Honestly I hate all these men- like after a start like 192-2 u loose- like WHY TEAM INDIA WHY? I soo dam wanted the team to go all the way to Eden Gardens and play england and win the tournament- buut NOOO!! Like honestly GET IT TOGETHER GUYZZ!! I hate cricket I aint a bit sure I cud watch it like ever ever again- not until after 2 years India wins the World cup again and if they loose in test cricket against WI that’s gonna happen this year- I swear to the old gods and the new I will start hating the entire Indian Cricket team… me is telling ya’all!!

Any way- I can’t even say “moving on” cuz I can’t ‘move on’ from this LOSS!! We won by a run from Bangladesh- Awesomely from Pakistan and then Smashingly from Australia- honestly I wasn’t even worried about West Indies- I don’t think anyone in the country or the world was- and they loose- like okay great thnx for taking Chris Gayle out Bumrah- but C’mon the balling was soooo BAD!! Honestly I cud fill the entire blog’s length and it wont still pour out all the resentment I currently got against the Indian Cricket team.

In the last post I mentioned about struggling with friends and being completely left alone- so lets talk about that in this current going on show featuring ME- called ‘Living with Makaria’ Leta Go:
I aint gonna take names here, but I am gonna tell u exactly what they did to me and how it makes me feel sad:

1. 1.       The leaving in tough situation friend: this type of friend is the one u tell everything about u to- not a best friend but one block lower than that, and u feel u both connect very well and they wont judge u if u told them ur worst secrets; so I did and I don’t know what happened haven’t heard since then and what ever I have- is only a ‘hi’ and ‘ttyl’ (the reason of not talking cud be 100% valid- but sorry cant judge till u wont tell me about it) or that they are very busy and cant join me in my petty talk- it hurts okay “friend”- I told ya cuz I thought u wont judge me- but it sure feels like it. And moreover I told them that this is how I feel and a got a single line text that it’s not that and whatever the hell I said next was blocked with a- ttyl a bit busy- thang!! NOT COOL!!
2. 2.       The being angry and saying hurtful things friend: this type of a friend for valid reasons can only be a best friend- cuz otherwise patching up wont happen in a million years- and this friend becomes all tired and frustrated about gods know what and then go on saying how miserable I am and how they wont wanna talk to me and stuff (nah this is not exactly how the currently patched up fight was- but I don’t remember a thing about it…) and then after making me feel like a mess they’ll be like- okay lets talk again- like what even (the fight btws lasted fr 2 days and ½ hour of talking!!)
3. 3.       The ignoring friend: this is the friend that wont reply to ur texts- and lets be clear they aren’t even close to u- just till a valid and a distant hi and a hello mixed with how are you and a bye- but at least they cud text back the “Hi” I sent them in January!!
4. 4.       The not responding friend: so this is a close friend to whom I wished a “Happy Birthday” to- with these awesome things about them and haven’t heard since their bday in December last fresking year… also after they came online and still didn’t reply back I told them about it in a text- whose before one wasn't answered till November- and haven’t heard about this one either- although they as a matter of fact- cuz I check- come DAILY!! This type of person is one more- but honestly I aint gonna waste my time and energy talking about someone who freaking BROKE me HEART so painfully- talking wud bring down all the walls I have held up against them!!
5. 5.       The friend whose parents don’t allow them to be on internet: like why parents- I am not gonna from freaking the other part of the country kidnap ur child!!
6. 6.       The friend to whom u don’t know what happened: have three of them and what happened to them is purely hugely UNKNOWN
7. 7.       The not caring friend: honestly this talk abt this person cud also be my fault but I wanna be their’s- this friend who knows- they haven’t seen in u months- at skool or tution- but wont call or ask!!
8. 8.       The friend who wont talk: and honestly these are those awesome people whose pages and accounts I love and somehow got the courage to talk to- but they wont talk to me- even though I know they like me- but just wont!

And yeah just like the “Cricket Rant” I cud go on and on and on about these too- cuz there are many who have broken my heart since- 2015!!

Lets talk about some thing new or some thing else:
about to join my new skool- which is honestly the skool my GrandDad owns- but I think dad meant its only for me to see weather I can do Commerce or Not… that’s wht I am doing after my horrendous marks in 11^th Med!! Honestly I am devastated!! I think I may have mentioned this- or maybe not- but I am thinking of doing Hotel Management and will tell u when sure- which in long run means- haven’t asked me daddy about it till know and will tell you about it for sure or not when I ask him and get it kinda confirmed!!

That’s it for the Day Meet Ya Lovelies Next Time… AYE?